Friday, May 13, 2011

Due Date #3

Yesterday was your 3rd due date anniversary. I had been feeling unsettled all week anticipating this. I was teary all day. Love you, and miss you baby.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Knowing what I've missed out on

We had your baby sister's christening. Very small gathering, immediate family and the Godparents. I realize more and more with each milestone your baby sister reaches, everything I missed out on with you. You had no christening.

The other day I responded to a post on another mama's blog about breast feeding. She was upset about some of the negative comments that others were saying about her beautiful breast fed baby boy. I wrote to support her, and wrote that I am currently, and have breast fed all of my babies. Well, not all. I should not have written the word all .I missed out on that closeness and bonding with you, because you left before it could ever happen. No baby milestones.

I love you, and you are always thought of Devyn. I hold you in my heart.